Why Bother?

amaran : this is a long one..some of you might skip the paragraphs once you read it..=p

(How to fix this 'not proper line spacing' between paragraphs?)

TODAY

3.00 am
Toilet-no water.

8.00 am
still no water.dry floor.

10.00 am
no water too..

11.00 am
finally...water!!!

8.00pm
toilet blackout

10.00pm
still blackout

6.00am the next day
still...no current.

then I don't know since when they got the lights back

On the other day,
almost the whole day, the plug in my room was not functioning..couldn't charge your handphone, laptop, ironing your clothes

This is what happened in my place few days ago.You had to go to the ground floor if you wish to take your bath or perform your wudhu'. At first, I was like..oh..apekah ini?? then suddenly I smiled, and told myself

"hey,macam la tak biasa zaman sekolah dulu..why bother?ni baru 1 hari je, dah jadi tak keruan" (",)

BACK THEN...

I remembered when I was still studying in SMKAJB

no water,blackout-that's normal

no water-go to surau, cross the field from aspuri (asrama puteri), or early at 5.30am already at the school toilet.

cantik kan..view from tingkat 4 aspuri

no electric- I like this one when it comes to 5am in the morning. Some wouldn't dare to take bath for the moment and prefer to wait until its 6 something (when the sky is not that dark)..takut punya pasal.. So, I would just slipped into the toilet, took out other peoples' pail (dy letak baldi dy dalam toilet sebab nak cop toilet tuh), and tumpang mandi.don't have to berebut2 tunggu turn with others.ehe..bijak2..lepas tu letak semula la kan baldi tuh..=D

in KISAS

jarang2 la takde current.But WATER..I dare to say that its the worst here.(maaf
sekolahku..ku tetap sayang kamu!).most of the days, you'll see tiny drops only
from the shower, especially during the peak time. People did complained, later then, some concluded that its the part of tarbiyah.Bersabarlah anda.. I really
agree with that..now.hehe.By the way, you still have the BAU right? (bilik air umum). Mandi kolah la jawabnya.its better than nothing, Alhamdulillah.Sometimes, too many people in the BAU or toilet that you have to wait for quite a long time..then, late to go to the musolla (that is after azan) and nah, JAKSA (Jawatankuasa Solat Awal) would jot down your name..(",)but later, you'll just get used to it..and soon you found out that you can do everything faster than before.

TODAY

Then I sighed when the plug in my room right now was not functioning..I couldn't even iron my clothes..Its a good thing I got one baju kurung which do not need any ironing. And once again, I smiled to the fact that 'I've been through something worse than this'

BACK THEN...

Reminiscing the moments

in Kisas, you got 2 irons only for 1 block! 1 block=4 levels=12 dorms!! but well, no fret..pandai2 la kan..for me, I ironed all of my clothes during weekend..then, no need to get muddled up just to iron your clothes in the morning before you go to school..(even though sometimes, terbuat jugak..)..ustazah Nik Mahizan pun siap cakap "zaman dulu takde iron pun ok je,"erks..is it because zaman sudah berubah sehingga manusia tidak boleh susah walau sedikit pun?hmm

sekarang dah cantik..cat2 sume

in SMKAJB, the irons were sufficient, but that's the problem.Some people wouldn't iron their clothes awal2, resulting in the stituation where,when the pengawas asrama started to say 'dalam kiraan 10, anda dikehendaki untuk meninggalkan kawasan asrama', still, there were people who were ironing their clothes in bilik iron..hehe..lawak2..bila dah sampai bawah, kena la ketuk ketampi..=D

TODAY

Sometimes my head get dizzy, I become so nervous, kelam kabut, everytime I feel like I couldn't complete the tutorials, or any assignments given by the lecturers..or when in class, my classmates seems to know everything, but I don't..I feel so depressed! down..feel like crying..and after quite some time, I start to think again about what I've been through.

BACK THEN..

when I was in 5 sc 2 in Kisas, ya Allah.. I always got frightened if my English work was not complete or, I did the homework different from others, late to class and so on..and also, If I didn't have the dictionary with me everytime we had to go to smart lab..afraid if Miss Lini (who usually will have Miss Lin beside her) would be mad at me..after all, I was the 502 pKT. But alhamdulillah, belum pernah kena marah. Now I realized how the techniques they taught really helps a lot, especially when I took English subject last sem. I became more disciplined in reading the passages, searching for the points, and so on..

and not to forget, when I also felt stressed with my classmates who were all clever students..sob3..but in the end, I managed to get good result in SPM..just GOOD..not CEMERLANG..I got B3 for physics..=( sorry mr ch'ng..but somehow, Alhamdulillah I am very grateful enough as I know that Allah had given me whats best for me. There are people who didn't get any A's at all..but its not the end of the world..even my father got not a very good result for SPM but now he got PhD..so proud of him. (",)

not the end of the world

Not going overseas??seriously, tak kesah dah sekarang..that day pergi melawat kisas, dak2 junior leh tanya plak kan "akak nak fly mane nanti?" just smile and say "UIA"..walaupun bak kata far, 'makan dalam'..hehe..tak mengapa la..bukan rezeki saya..saya tetap bersyukur kerana diberi peluang berada di bumi UIA..kenapa?

1st, homesick..senang nak balik..hehe..xde laaa..just want to share,

sistem di sini, sebelum kelas bermula, 5 minutes is for tazkirah.Kebetulan kelas saya dimonopoli pelajar2 Darul Quran yang kita semua tahu ilmu mereka banyak amat..especially when it comes to Religion class..uiih..tabik spring..not saying that other students do not have enough knowledge, but, the DQ students deserve the limelight as they really are proving it..and then, for every report, for example like my bio report, for the objectives, we'll write

1. To determine the rats blabla..
2. To observe the organs blabla
3. To study Allah's creation in which He has fashioned each creature in a balanced form

and for the conclusion of the report, we'll put 1 dalil from Al-Quran & Al-Sunnah which proves the experiment

*[for the study circle system (usrah), I was proud when I saw that both students who handled the 1st year & 2nd year Naqib & Naqibah program that day were SMKAJB students from my batch and upper batch.(promote jap..hehe)]

and so much more!

Secara zahirnya, memang banyak program berunsur keagamaan di sini & ditambah dengan suasana Islamiknya. Tapi semuanya berbalik kepada diri kita, sama ada mahu menerima ataupun tidak..it doesn't really matter whether you are from religious school or not, but what matters is what lies inside your heart. Never ever look down on other people, even though you think that you have more knowledge than them, or you are good people and they're not.Who knows, a few minutes after that, that person would become better than you.

kenangan tersimpan di dalam hati

Time to time, I started to realize how priceless the experience I gained in those days.
To think that I had been through all of these, I reminded myself, why would I have to complain about whats happening here (now) which is only for 2 days or 3? betul tak..This is just a little bit of experience I gained after living in this world for 18 years..InsyaAllah, if I am given the chance to live more longer in this world, I know I would learn a lot from my past when I reach the old age.And I know you too must have a lot of things to tell right?

Apa-apapun, pengalaman yang sedikit dan terasa pahit itulah yang menjadi sumber kekuatan pada hari ini (",)

Firman Allah :

إِذْ جَاؤُوكُم مِّن فَوْقِكُمْ وَمِنْ أَسْفَلَ مِنكُمْ وَإِذْ زَاغَتْ الْأَبْصَارُ وَبَلَغَتِ الْقُلُوبُ الْحَنَاجِرَ وَتَظُنُّونَ بِاللَّهِ الظُّنُونَا

Ketika tentera musuh datang melanggar kamu dari hulu dan dari hilir kamu; dan ketika pemandangan mata kamu tidak ketentuan arah & hati pun resah gelisah dan kamu pula menyangka terhadap Allah dengan berbagai-bagai sangkaan. (Al-Ahzab : 10)

هُنَالِكَ ابْتُلِيَ الْمُؤْمِنُونَ وَزُلْزِلُوا زِلْزَالاً شَدِيداً

Pada saat itulah diuji orang yang beriman dan digoncangkan perasaan dan pendiriannya dengan goncangan yang amat dahsyat (Al-Ahzab :11)

وَلَمَّا رَأَى الْمُؤْمِنُونَ الْأَحْزَابَ قَالُوا هَذَا مَا وَعَدَنَا اللَّهُ وَرَسُولُهُ وَصَدَقَ اللَّهُ وَرَسُولُهُ وَمَا زَادَهُمْ إِلَّا إِيمَاناً وَتَسْلِيماً

Dan pada masa orang beriman yang melihat tentera Al-Ahzab, berkatlah mereka : Inilah yang telah dijanjikan kepada kammi oleh Allah dan Rasul-Nya, dan benarlah Allah dan Rasul-Nya. Dan yang demikian itu tidak menambahkan kepada mereka melainkan iman dan penyerahan diri. (Al-Ahzab : 22)

Adakalanya pengalaman juga boleh menjadi tarbiyah. (",)

~wassalam~

New Template & Next Generation

First, thanks to all readers for your response to my previous post and also for reading it.Tak kisah la komen ke tak, I'm very sure that at least you did garner something right? InsyaAllah, dengan fakta2 tambahan,nasihat2 yang diberi oleh anda, moga2 dapat dimanfaatkan bersama.(",)

Alhamdulillah..finally I've managed to change my old blogger template to a new one after my big bro [who suddenly became so fussy about the look of my blog and my favicon (hehe)] told me to change it..like what he said through my shout box. But suddenly this new XML code thing tak leh letak favicon lak..I've found another rainbow icon yang cantik tapi tak jumpa kat mana nak letak kod favicon :'(

(padan muke..me letak shoutbox kat cni..hehe)

But one thing that I don't like about changing the template is that, all the links that I've put before would automatically be deleted, and to list them all back would take time. Later on, if I have more free time, I'll fix that problem..InsyaAllah..

Talking about blog, xml, themes, and so on, teringat my naqibah telling us about her ustaz, who said that,

Right now, kita semua terdiri daripada 2 generasi. generasi X & generasi Y.

Generasi X = orang2 yang pada zaman mudanya, pergi ceramah2 di masjid atau di mana2 sahaja yang ada ceramah.pakcik2 kita,makcik2 kita, ibubapa kita, atuk2 sume. Tak kesa la alim or biasa2..yang penting, mesti ada jejak kaki punya pergi ceramah.

Generasi Y = generasi friendster, facebook, hp, laptop, blog,internet & segala macam jenis teknologi. [ehe..generasi kite la ni kn..]

so, ustaz cakap "Ustaz pun terpaksa la buat facebook, friendster, blog sebab nak dakwah, nak ajak budak2 zaman sekarang ni ke arah kebaikan. dah diorang semua pakai medium2 ni, kita pun kena ikut la..kalau suruh pergi ceramah, xsemua nak pergi."

betul gak kan.. Saidina Ali pun pernah berkata, "didiklah anak-anakmu mengikut zamannya"
So to all my friends, jom kita renung2 semula..kalau la generasi yang sekarang ni pun dapat menikmati teknologi yang sangat dahsyat, apatah lagi generasi yang akan datang? remember that things change a lot in contemporary world.. Everything changes to make the world a better place to leave..to make everything easier..

Technology and development will always go together hand by hand;giving birth to one another. Like how we think that windows95 yang dah tak sesuai & tak relevan untuk dipakai pada zaman sekarang, begitu jugalah yang dirasakan oleh generasi X.Daripada MS-DOS yang diperkenalkan oleh Bill Gates, kemudian Windows 3.0, windows 95, Office 97, Office 98, Office 2000, windows XP & Office XP, and then Vista..and next year, windows 7 is expected.

Nampak kan..bagaimana teknologi tu akan terus berkembang dari semasa ke semasa.

So the question is, how to handle the next generation? generasi yang sekarang ni pun, ustaz dari generasi X kena ikut rentak kita, semata2 nak tarik kita ke arah kebaikan & tak terkeluar dari landasan.. Maka selepas perbincangan dalam usrah, kak aida (our naqibah) pun cakap la, penting untuk generasi yang sekarang ni ada asas, ada pegangan yang kukuh terhadap Islam, dan xlupa, ada attitude yang baik, peribadi yang mulia..sebab apa?

sebab satu masa nanti, kita akan berhadapan dengan GENERASI Z pula..dan kita pula yang akan jadi golongan atuk2,nenek2,makcik2,pakcik2,juga ibubapa. Mak abah kita sekarang ni pun pening kepala tengok anak2 yang sangat technology competent.Apatah lagi kalau anda2 yang akan jadi mak abah satu masa nanti? macam mana ye persediaan kita semua nak membentuk & menjana akhlak yang mulia dalam kalangan pemuda pemudi generasi Z nanti? ha..pernah terfikir tak?tah ape2 teknologi pelik2 nanti muncul zaman diorang..tapi xmustahil kan? (",)

generasi X


(gambar sekadar hiasan)

generasi Y

10.30 mlm di KTM Klang..balik dari kisas..from the left : zue, me, dayah, syuroa & tiqah sobri..(credit to far yang amek gambar ni secara candid.hehe..xpasan lak..masing2 maen handset ea..)

generasi Z

sudah bersediakah anda untuk berhadapan dengan generasi Z? segala2nya bermula dari diri K.I.T.A..Ambillah pengajaran daripada kisah Imam Abu Hanifah (Hanafi An-Nu'man), yang mana ketika ayahnya (Tsabit) ditanya oleh seseorang,

"Bagaimana Tuan mendidik Hanafi sehingga menjadi istimewa sebegini?" maka dijawab oleh ayah Imam Abu Hanifah

"Aku mendidiknya sejak 40 tahun yang lalu"

Iaitu 40 tahun yang lalu ketika Tsabit belum lagi berkahwin, dan Imam Abu Hanifah sendiri belum dilahirkan. Tetapi kerana akhlak & peribadi mulia ayahnya yang dibentuk sejak zaman mudanya, maka keistimewaan itu bersambung sehinggalah ke generasi seterusnya. (",)

Kesimpulannya :

1. Kita kena ikut arus perkembangan teknologi. Of course,teknologi yang bermanfaat & bukannya yang mendatangkan keburukan..Kena pandai memilih.

2. Bentuklah akhlak dan peribadi yang baik dari sekarang supaya kita semua dapat berhadapan dengan generasi Z dengan penuh persediaan.

3. Ada siapa2 nak tambah?? =)

Ingat x lagu yang "we're the children of today, voice of tomorrow?" .Selalu dengar lagu ni kat TV mase kecik2 dulu..meaning that right now, we are the voice of today! =D

moga sama2 dapat manfaat daripada peringatan yang diberi (",)

~wallahua'lam~

kiamat 2012...?? h1n1...??

"Mnurut klendar kaum maya, kiamat akn blaku pd 21 Dis 2012.Dlm sjrah,mrk adlh kaum yg pkar dlm astronomi&tpat dlm mmbuat rmalan.Dn mrk hdup pd 5ribu thn dlu.Sjauh mnakh ktepatan rmalan mrk kali ini&bgaimanakh psediaan kte? NANTIKAN kupasn yg ckup mnarik mllui ceramah KIAMAT 2012 olh USTZ ASYAARI ABD RAHMAN.Date : 2 NOV 2009, venue : AMF, time :9.00pm "

A message I got from a friend of mine. Tajuknya cambest & penceramahnya pun best! So, ajak la roommate,aisyah pi sekali ceramah ni.

note : kpd anda yang membaca, post ni agak panjang..tapi mohon supaya teruskan membaca sampai ke bawah ye..xkomen pun xpe..yg penting, tmbah pengetahuan =)

we arrived at the hall around 9.15...and, sangat la ramai org! sampai terkeluar dari dewan. agak kecewa la mule2..yela, before this kalau pi ceramah kat dewan tu, byasenye separuh dewan je penuh.tu yg sengaje datang lambat (padan muke T.T) but then, ade sorg akak ni cakap "kat depan sekali ade 4 tmpt duduk kosong"..ape lagi, bantai je laa..and memang xmenyesal la duduk depan sekali dalam sebesar2 dewan tuh.sebab trase sound effect and video yg dtayangkan..(",)

ceramah disampaikan oleh ustaz asya'ari yg hadir ditemani isterinya (both super2 senior nih..sbb ex-kisas..hehe)kalau dah ustaz asya'ari tuh, konfem la best..like ceramah2 before this (sultan muhammad al-fateh, aqidah itu orbit, peristiwa mahkamah berdarah : dr marwa [ni ustaz teman isteri bagi ceramah])

Ceramah dimulakan dengan ustaz menyebut "ILLUMINATI"

siapakah & apakah illuminati itu??okey2..

Like ustaz said, illuminati are those who claimed themselves as the 'selected people' among the jews. Sebuah organisasi yang dianggotai oleh orang yahudi yang bijak&pandai, yang mahu merealisasikan cita2 mereka untuk menjadi pemerintah dunia, dan mengawal segala gerak geri di seluruh dunia including political finance, social engineering, mind-control, economic, and so on.Ini adalah usaha mereka untuk memperkenalkan NWO-NEW WORLD ORDER

saya quotekan penjelasan yang lebih mendalam tentang illuminati yang saya dapat from ( youtube )

"The Illuminati are the top players on the International playground, basically belonging to the thirteen of the wealthiest families in the world, and they are the men who really rule the world from behind the scenes (yes, they are mostly men, with a few exceptions). They are the REAL Decision Makers, who make up the rules for presidents and governments to follow, and they are often held from public scrutiny, as their action can't stand being scrutinized. They are connected by bloodlines going back thousands and thousands of years in time, and they are very careful with keeping those bloodlines as pure as possible from generation to generation. The only way to do so is by interbreeding. That is why you so often see royalties marry royalties, for example. Their parents decide whom to marry."

Just look at their symbol.. illuminated eye..ONE EYE..mungkinkah mereka adalah dajjal seperi yang disebutkan dalam hadith? Wallahua'lam..sekiranya benar, kita harus berhati2..

Seterusnya kami disajikan dengan tayangan trailer movie '2012' yang diarahkan oleh Roland Emmerich , pengarah sama cerita "The Day After Tomorrow", tayangan kat cinema raseny 13 November ni klau xsilap.. Tengok movie trailer pun memang menyeramkan. Cerita ini membayangkan keadaan di mana bumi dilanggar oleh planet nibiru seperti dalam ramalan kalender kaum maya yang wujud sekitar 5 ribu tahun dahulu..seolah2 dunia sudah kiamat (dan seperti biasa, pasti di akhir cerita kaum mereka lah yang menyelamatkan dunia) .Kos untuk menghasilkan filem ini ialah 200 juta dollar US! Maka ustaz pun mengajak kami berfikir,

'kenapa mereka sanggup mengeluarkan sejumlah wang yang sangat besar semata2 untuk menghasilkan sebuah filem yang membesar2kan ramalan sebuah kaum yang wujud 5 ribu tahun dahulu? sedangkan pihak NASA sendiri pun belum lagi mengesahkan sejauh mana kebenaran teori ini.'

Barangkali mereka mahu mwujudkan 'GLOBAL PANIC SITUATION' yang mana apabila keadaan di dunia menjadi huru hara, maka seluruh dunia akan meminta bantuan dan perlindungan daripada mereka.

(ustaz : "Awak kena tonton filem2 diorang..perhatikan! mesti ada agenda2 yang tersembunyi..ni tak, tengok upin ipin, nur kasih, ayat2 cinta..yang terbaru tu ape? haa..ketika cinta bertasbih.."

students : hehe..adesss..)

Golongan illuminati ini begitu teruja untuk menunjukkan kekuasaan mereka, sehinggakan simbol2 mereka ini turut dimasukkan dalam movie2 yang dihasilkan oleh mereka sendiri.

cuba perhatikan simbol 'mata satu' dan tarikh 9/11 (peristiwa 11 september 2001 - the WTC attack)

KEBANYAKAN MOVIE INI DIHASILKAN SEBELUM PERISTIWA 11 SEPTEMBER 2001

Seperti yang dinyatakan di atas, mereka ini mahu mewujudkan 'GLOBAL PANIC SITUATION' seperti peristiwa 11 september yang telah dirancang oleh mereka sendiri tetapi akhirnya menuduh ekstremis Islam yang menjadi dalang di sebalik peristiwa tersebut.

Lihat wang dolar US yang telah dicipta pada tahun 1776 sempena penubuhan illuminati. Begitu telitinya mereka kerana simbol2 illuminati turut dimasukkan ke dalam wang 1 dollar US.

for more explaination about the money, click (here)

cuba lihat ini (ini ditunjukkan dalam slide show):

1. Fold a $20 bill in half so that you see the top half of the reverse side

2. Fold the left half away from you as shown

3. Fold the right half so that the burning Pentagon is revealed

4.Flip the bill over to see the World Trade Center

Dan mungkinkah mereka juga yang telah merancang peristiwa WTC & Pentagon yang diserang pada 11 september? perancangan yang mungkin telah dilakukan beratus tahun dahulu? bukankah yahudi memang kaum yang bijak? yang berfikir 100 tahun ke hadapan?
just go and google " why Jews are clever" or "mengapa yahudi bijak" and you'll find a lot of articles about them.

oh ye, xlupe juge..selain daripada US dollar, ustaz turut menyampaikan perkara yang sebenar di sebalik wabak H1N1 yang dicipta untuk menghuru-harakan dunia.

Swine flu was made in the USA, and ubatnya pun dicipta di USA.

???

Tahukah anda bahawasanye (nak tegaskan ni! hehe) wabak H1N1 sememangnya merupakan bala kepada seluruh dunia, tetapi yang sebenarnya wabak H1N1 ini adalah BALA kepada UMAT ISLAM yang TAK MAHU/MALAS BERFIKIR & MEMBACA. Buktinya? suntikan vaksin yang diberikan untuk merawat wabak H1N1 ini sebenarnya adalah salah satu agenda mereka, iaitu dengan memasukkan microchip ke dalam vaksin..x percaya?? iye... microchip ni sama saiz dengan electron..10 kali lebih kecik dari bakteriaaa..tujuannya, microchip ini boleh menyimpan maklumat perubatan & biologi pemakai itu tanpa disedari oleh dirinya sendiri. hebat kan??

replika mikrocip keluaran Receptor LLC yang bakal diletakkan dalam badan manusia melalui suntikan vaksin.

untuk penjelasan lebih lanjut, klik sini

Mikrocip dalam vaksin H1N1

Majoriti Doktor menolak vaksin H1N1

Betapa dahsyatnya teknologi orang yahudi..Ustaz mengingatkan kami semua supaya rajin membaca, dan bila belajar tu, niatkan diri menuntut ilmu untuk memartabatkan Islam. Untuk menyaingi teknologi mereka seterusnya menaikkan semula maruah Islam yang telah dipijak2 oleh mereka.

"Mahasiswa sekarang ni dah makin malas nak membaca. Nampak fakta2 panjang2, xnak baca.padahal, kat situlah yang ada banyak maklumat & membuka minda..ni tak, facebook la..friendster la..dah besar2 pn pakai friendster lagi ke???"

haha..ramai la yg kene perli ngn ustaz..hehe..last sekali, ustaz membacakan satu hadith kat slide shownya

Berita gembira buat umat Islam :

Nabi saw bersabda dalam sebuah hadis sahih yang diriwayatkan oleh Imam Bukhari, Muslim dan al-Tirmidhi bermaksud: "Tidak akan berlaku kiamat sehinggalah akan berlaku peperangan di antara orang Islam dan Yahudi, maka pada waktu itu (tentera) Yahudi akan dibunuh oleh (tentera) Islam, sehingga apabila orang Yahudi berselindung di sebalik batu dan pokok, lalu batu dan pokok itu akan bersuara dengan katanya: 'wahai muslim, wahai hamba Allah, di belakangku ini ada Yahudi, marilah bunuhnya', kecuali POKOK GHARQAD (yang tidak bersuara), kerana sesungguhnya ia merupakan pokok Yahudi".

Ya, orang yahudi sangat mempercayai hadith ini. Apakah buktinya? Kini, orang yahudi sendiri memiliki satu dana kebangsaan khas untuk menanam pokok gharqad (boxthorn tree)!! Dan mereka sedang giat menanam pokok tersebut di negara Israel.Betapa gementarnya mereka dengan hadith ini sehinggakan mereka telah membuat persediaan awal untuk berperang dengan umat Islam pada akhir zaman.Ironinya, mereka mengakui kebenaran Islam, tetapi menentangnya.degil3..

sebagaimana yang kita semua ketahui, mereka tak akan pernah redha dengan orang Islam seperti yang disebutkan dalam Al-Qura'n

“Orang-orang Yahudi dan Nasrani tidak akan senang kepada kamu hingga kamu mengikuti agama mereka (yang telah terpesong itu).” (al-Baqarah: 120)

Ketahuilah bahawa golongan illuminati ini sedang menguasai pemikiran kita! Dan kita yang malas berfikir akan memandang setiap perkara yang berlaku itu dengan SEBELAH MATA sahaja

"Princess Diana mati sebab accident.."

"Michael Jackson mati sebab makan ubat tidur berlebihan.."

"John F Kennedy mati ditembak oelh rakyatnya sendiri.."

dan kita semua mengiyakan..saya sendiri belum mengkaji..tapi ustaz ade la explain about Michael Jackson (klik kat link ni pun boleh..thanks to aisyah nazirah(",) ) Tapi yang laen2, terpulang pada usaha kita untuk mencari maklumat..buatlah research bila ada waktu terluang.. =) maklumat tambhan about hitler di blog sahabat uia, ImaZahra-Qiamat:2012 The End of Life [Between Fact and Fiction]

*penambahan : Semua yang ada dalam post ini adalah based on ceramah yang disampaikan, dan ditambah dengan sedikit research di link2 yang diberi oleh ustaz like :

www.pakalert.wordpress.com

www.ibnuyaacob.com

and link blog ustaz

www.rijal82.blogspot.com

ustaz ada pesan supaya kita xmelibatkan diri dalam apa2 perdebatan, contohnya, sejauh mana kesahihan kalender kaum maya itu yg bertentangan dengan pendapat NASA, dan sama ada benar atau tidak, golongan illuminati inilah yang dimaksudkan dajjal.. cukuplah kita mengetahui apa yang sepatutnya diketahui, dan apa yang perlu kita lakukan sekarang adalah sama2 memartabatkan Islam melalui ilmu pengetahuan (",)..insyaAllah..

p/s : buat anda yang berjaya baca sampai habis, TAHNIAH!! jangan malas2 lagi ye bace fakta panjang2..hehe

cukup sekadar di sini sahaja perkongsian kali ini.. harap maaf atas elaboration yang mungkin kurang matang & banyak cacat cela.. saya budak baru belajar, harap tunjuk ajar (",)

wallahua'lam...

back to cfs =)

Alhamdulillah, right now I'm in my room.. I arrived at cfsiium tercinta around 2pm yesterday and it was soo quite..got nothing to do yet since lectures will only start tomorrow, and the syllabus for this sem has not yet been distributed..i've done my course and mahallah registration..and I've jot down the time table for this sem.Its a good thing that the contact hours for this sem is lesser than the 1st sem.. so I may have a lot more time to study and do a lot more revision..(",)

cfsiium tercinta.. =)

But somehow, my result for the 1st sem was quite average..[even if you passed the pointer required to take medic at the main campus in Kuantan, you may have to compete with the other 120 students (that's the quota for medic uia..sob3)]..plus with the students here who are super duper clever I say..those spm top scorers with straight A1's who didn't have the chance to further their studies overseas - weren't allowed by parents,didn't pass the interview,ex-Darul Quran,etc...there are a bunch of them!not forgetting those who-oh dear,their spm exam didn't go very well but finally got the momentum(hehe) here..tabik spring!! =)..but mine is just soo average..(banyak main2 kot sem lepas??) pape pun, alhamdulillah, got exempted from english classes =) [good, makin teruk la english pasni =( ]

But no fret..I still have another 2 sems and 1 short sem to upgrade my CGPA..and I'll make sure that I'll put my best foot forward.InsyaAllah..just need to work harder,keep being motivated..and cut down the use of internet..seriously..both of my parents said that..and I think the same way too..

"on9 1 jam 1hari, seminggu dah 7 jam.dalam 7 jam tu dah berapa banyak boleh belajar?"

hmm..betul gak kan..even though I can separate my time to study and on9..but still, it could drive me to distraction.perhaps I'll just on9 whenever internet is needed..and slow down my blogging activity and other websites..[actually, I spend a lot of time on adobe photoshop..not the internet..hehe, usually editing pictures just for myself, not to be exposed to people out there =)]

so..uninstall photoshop & illustrator??huhu..xmoh laaaa...insyaAllah masih leh dikawal..

okay, for this sem, I need a new strategy for study.and no more putting off or avoid from doing something that must be done @ procrastination

I know that I procrastinate excessively as I..

1. often put off starting a task I find difficult
2. give up on a task (especially tutorial) as soon as I start to find it difficult
3. put off a task in whenever I have little or no interest
4. ignore a task when I'm not certain about how to start it or complete it
5. often find my mind wandering to things other than the task on which I'm trying to work

No more play2 for this sem and after...ingat tu..!

For those who got excellent results, after doing a lot of work..and put their whole trust on Allah. be grateful to Allah for His reward. your effort is your responsibility, but the excellent result is from Him.Again, be grateful to Him =)

And remember! your Lord caused to be declared (publicly): "If you are grateful, I will add more (favours) unto you But if you show ingratitude, truly My punishment is terrible indeed."

Those who had work so hard and put their whole effort on their studies..but the result was quite disappointing,just remember that you've played your role as a student and His servant.Therefore, just assume the best of Allah. He knows what's best for you.

Fighting is prescribed for you, and you dislike it. And it may be that you dislike something while it is good for you; and it may be that you love something while it is bad for you. And Allah knows while you do not know.

And for those who didn't study a lot..or too much playing around..not so serious with their studies..just a little bit of effort but got excellent result..Remember that this is a sign of His love..to save you from feeling down..to make sure you'll be more serious with your study after this. And don't let yourself being a part of those who got istidraj from Him.

She (Mary) said: "From Allah. for Allah Provides sustenance to whom He pleases without measure."

Lastly..for people like me..who studied less and didn't do much effort..and got the result as much as the effort..we should reflect ourselves and remember that this is a reminder from Allah..to remind us of who we are..and to make a change..never repeat the same mistake again.

Verily never will Allah change the condition of a people until they change it themselves (with their own souls). But when (once) Allah willeth a people`s punishment, there can be no turning it back, nor will they find, besides Him, any to protect.

I keep worrying about.. "what if I didn't manage to reach the pointer required?"..then I remembered one of my old post..what if.. I wrote it, but still having the same problem until now..but then, I know that Allah will give me whats best for me.I just need to work hard,hard and hard..and trust Him.

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

p/s : dah agak da ramai tanye bile mase pakai braces.. =) ade gak yg nak ikut pakai..hehe..mari2..

-wassalam-